Back to Work..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh..

Well, yesterday was the first day I drove to work.. A total of one hour going to work.. back from work another hour. Quite tiring when I got home. Anyway.... the story should begin right in the morning...so here it goes..

Just to note ( the day before yesterday : Asyraf got his 3rd Injection)
So yesterday morning Asyraf was having a little fever and was very sensitive all of a sudden. Either he knows that his mother is going to leave him for work or he just does not feel that well after the injection. So I left him that day sleep in sobs.. So sad and I was so half-hearted to make my way to work..

At work I kept my routine of pumping and got a total of three session of milk pumping which equals out to about 15 oz. That's quite a relief. Couldn't get more as I was fully at meeting in the afternoon. Total up with 3 oz in the morning should be enough for a day at work milk left for Asyraf. Beside, I have frozen stock. Really hope that it would be enough for Asyraf.

My working table, quarter full with pumping equipments.. ( Love the bag - AUTUMNZ bought at onebabyworld)


When I got back from work it was a relief, Ikah said he was good but hadn't drink much. He drink from me then got to sleep. I didn't even had time to play with him yesterday.. waa... miss him.. but good enough he got to sleep coz I had tons of work waiting - wash cloth diaper, rearrange the milk - stock up the freezer, wash bottle, strelize bottle and breastpump parts. Once I got done with those, I was pretty much done for the day. Alhamdulillah Allah has given me the strength to fulfill yesterday's need.. Hopefully it'll get better or at least mantain that way.

I did have 2 customer who came for their dress which I have finish beading yesterday. One of them, my returning customer ( Pogee ) who went for a business trip at Australia and bought Asyraf a lovely sleeping kangaroo..

Asyraf sleeping with the sleeping kangaroo given by Pogee...

Beading update : Currently working on a project to be done by early june.. hopefully I could find time for it..

Till then, adious.. nak zohor then pumping session 3...

Weekend Before Back to Work

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh...

Alhamdulillah, once again i am able to blog beside the very little time i have.. Sometime I do have the time but not the mood though.. and mostly its the photos that have not been uploaded. Yeah, havent uploaded any photos since the last time i had photos up on my blog.. Thought i could upload some today.. but not a promise..

Why in English? I thought maybe this way its easier for me to express things coz sometimes when writing in Malay is sound gushy and doesnt do as I want it to be expressed.. Eitherway its just for the sake of keeping a track of my life.. so be it english or malay.. it should just be me writing the days/ moments of my life..

Yes, its the last weekend before I go back to work.. MONDAY please slowly come.. huhu.
Today is 21st of May. The same date last year i was busily getting ready for the solemnization ceremony that night.. Yup today is our very first anniversary and I couldnt be any happier. I have Muhammad Asyraf being exactly 3 month today and a very loving husband who always seem to be content beside me who in contra is always anxious or worried about everything that goes about our life.. hee.. I love my little family very much and hope that it grows into a lovely happy family. InsyaAllah...

Asyraf in carseat at a restaurant after being injected at Mak Ya's clinic ( Sunday 22nd May)

May is the month for mother's day and I'm glad I got the chance to celebrate it as a mother myself this year... But mostly it reminds me a lot more of what my mother had sacrifice for all of us.. I LOVE my mum so much.



Well, I got to go and bath Asyraf.. he just got up.. will continue later.. toodle..

10 hari lagi nak blk kerja..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh

Alhamdulillah kepanjatkan syukur pada Ilahi atas segala nikmatNya.
Sedar tak sedar sudah tinggal 10 hari sahaj cuti bersalin ku.. Memang hati agak berat meninggalkan si kecilku, tapi itulah hakikatnya.. yang menambah kerisauan ialah ragamnya yang tak menentu.. spanjang dijaga oleh makciknya ada hari dia baik, ada hari letih dibuatnya. Kesian juga tengok aciknya, tapi aku harus biarkan aciknya training supaya nanti dia biasa lagi-lagi bila aku sudah bekerja jauh nanti. Tapi ku mohon pada Allah agar Asyraf tidak selalu meragam sangat nanti. Kalau tidak kesian juga Omma dia bila balik dari sekolah terus kene melayan Asyraf kerana Aciknya sudah pasti keletihan sepagi melayan dia.

Hari ini aku pergi menguruskan permohonan ku untuk sambung belajar di ANU. Mudah-mudahan 2 bulan lagi dapatlah offer letter. InsyaAllah dari situ aku akan forwardkan kes cuti belajar di UTHM pula. Mudah-mudahan dapatlah kejar kuota tahun ini. Sekurang-kurangnya tidaklah harus berulang lama sangat. Tp apa-apa pun ak redha dan bertawakkal. Mudah-mudahan Allah permudahkan segala.

Kenapa Blog ini ditulis sebenarnya adalah sekadar untuk diriku mencatit kisahku. tidak perlu dibaca orang lain pun. Tp ada juga terlintas untuk lebih meluaskan topik.. aku sering juga mengikuti blog orang especially yg bercerita soal susu ibu dan cloth diapering. Jadi ada juga terasa ingin berkongsi blog dan bercerita tentang kisah pengalamn ku pula supaya boleh menjadi inspirasi pada yang lain. Tapi yang paling pentingnya insprasi dan semangat pada diri sendiri..